9:51 AM
Welcome back to my digital diary, so glad to have you here! So, it's been a hot minute since I've updated my blog. Mainly because I was too exhausted to really spare the energy to do it, but I've been a lot more energized today so I think I can do just that!
I was also supposed to be making a blog update I think the day before yesterday, Laz gave me a little helpful nudge to do so and I would've, but I forgot!!! I think it was because I was feeling great that day, I dunno. My memory is a little hazy on just what made the day so good in particular. But whatever. I came to school late today, mainly just because I really didn't want to go but I had to force myself out of the house. It's becoming a bit of a bad habit of mine, so I'll have to work on getting that fixed.
On the other hand, over the weekend I actually studied! For like, one of the few times in my life I ever HAVE studied. I have to take the ACCUPLACER in a few days to see what classes I'd work good with when I do some college courses over the spring, and since it's kind of a big deal to me I figured I should study for it. One problem though: I was very much avoiding it since I didn't want to study. Studying is lame!!! I wanna draw and doomscroll through twitter!!! But John gave me a tip which really helped me force myself to stay on task and study. Even if I was drumming my fingers and snapping and getting up every five minutes to walk around since I really, REALLY didn't want to study. But I did. Thank god. On the reading section of the practice test I got an 85 at first, but I retook it and got around a 90! That was enough to give me a big head until I did the Arithmetic section and got a 75. Fractions will really be the death of me I swear.
I think I'll do some more studying afterschool today, I gotta get myself prepped for this test. And I also need to lock in and get my grades up in two classes I'm unfortunately failing. Ugh, thinking about it makes me upset.
10:04 AM.
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10:12 AM.
Hey, formatting change! It's suuuper cool, right? I decided to start including the moment when I stop writing as well just for clarity's sake. It's an idea I've had for a while but never been able to properly implement it because I continuously forget. And now I have! So, no excuses.
I'm in lunch right now, today they served pizza slices with apples and milk. I already got a slice of pizza from 7/11 this morning, since I was hungry and didn't eat before I left the house. So eating yet ANOTHER slice of pizza would make me feel like shit. So I'm not going to. Instead, I'll drink up this delicious carton of milk and eat some apple slices.
I'd kill myself if it weren't for the fact that I don't want my loved ones to have to say I died because of my school lunch being so unbelievably ass.
10:37 AM.
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11:57 AM.
Currently in art, my teacher was just talking about a field trip she was planning to go to a college and basically be an art major for a day. But here's the best part, it happens on my BIRTHDAY!!! I didn't even know it was a Friday but apparently it is!! Dude, best birthday ever. I have to go, I really need to convince my parents to let me go. I missed the last art field trip to the museum and I'm not going to make that mistake again.
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Now we're in sign language class. I currently have a wicked headache and I've had one since about 12 pm. God really doesn't like me today I guess. But I think I just need some more energy is all, I could get a bottle of water since I actually haven't drank any water all day. I think I might also be hungry? I don't really know, all that I do know is that my stomach and head hurt.
All that matters to me is that the day is almost over, and I have a LOT to do when I get home. I might not even be able to call or draw today, it's truly tragic. But that's the sacrifice I must make to get good grades I guess.
I also got shit to do afterschool too, so I'll be going home later than usual. But god do I ever hate going home late for any reason, it's annoying and fucking up my usual routine. Whatever, I'm going to do what I need to regardless of if it's something I don't want to.
Currently, I'm listening to CUFF IT by Beyonce to give myself some kind of motivation or energy. Save me, Beyonce. Your elegant voice is needed in saving my ass.
1:34 PM.
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3:14 PM.
I just got out of Chemistry, that period was probably the best class I've had all day. It's the class I usually play Uno in with all of my buddies, but one of said friends was absent today. So me and one of the people in our little group, who I'll call K, basically did today's work the whole period and bantered a bit while we did so. I didn't say much since I don't talk too much, mainly since it feels like there's a clog in my throat preventing me from having any responses that are really interesting when I talk to people irl. But, me and K get along really well! He's the right amount of extroverted and easygoing which makes it easier to bounce off of him since he carries our conversations. We played Uno together and it was so, so much more fun than I thought it'd be. The guy's fucking hilarious, I love him. Plus he also dapped me up after we finished our games, he's the best. If my day's ever going shitty at least I'll have chemistry class to look forward to.
I also decided to just go home, I have a bad headache and I'm not going to force myself to stay afterschool when I really just need some rest. And food, I think my headache is coming from hunger? I don't know, I usually feel better after some food and a nap.
But anyways, today's over. I gotta go catch my bus.
3:20 PM.
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Overall Rating For Today: 6.5/10. Uno saves lives.
P.S, today's title is a reference to The Reason by Hoobastank.
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