Oct 25, 2024

10/25/24, Father, I Stretch My Hands To Thee

 9:00 AM.

So I've kind of been off in updating my blog, sorry. I got very caught up with life and couldn't exactly fit updating it anywhere. But, I'm back now.

I had my concert yesterday, it was alright. The songs we did we boring which made it less enjoyable, but nobody was particularly egregious. I think the choir sang great, aside from the girl I heard being off key in my ear which threw me off a little. Nonetheless, good show. The band was absolutely amazing, I wish we got the fun songs they do.

I passed the ACCUPLACER too!!! Like, really well in fact. Now all is left is to email my dual credit coordinator about it so we can talk about the next step. Whatever the next step is supposed to be anyways. I kind of don't really know where to go from here, but I'll figure it out. I do most of the time.

Right now I'm in English after missing multiple english classes for days due to my tiredness. I'm still somewhat tired even now. My eyes feel so fucking heavy dude. I guess that's what I get for staying in bed for so long, since ironically when I woke up extremely early to go take my test, I wasn't tired the entire day. Really makes you think, doesn't it? 

But now that all of my choir and testing stuff is over, I wanna lock in on school and also drawing. I haven't drawn anything in a hot minute (a few days) and its bugging me. I need to do more full body stuff, I kind of suck at it. I also need to do the 'The World is Yours' jade lyricstuck that's been a constant idea in my mind for like foreeeeveeeerrrrr dude.

But that's enough needing to do things, I gotta dip soon. Hope this makes up for the lost time!

9:15 AM.

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9:24 AM.

We are playing Kahoot in history class, god is so good. I was afraid we'd have another lecture and I'd be fighting for my life not to fall asleep again. I am so unbelievably in the mood for yet another one of my daily 20 hour naps, I've missed taking them for at least two days and I guess now my body is paying the price. 

Man, I can't believe I'm gonna be graduating next year. It really is so weird to think about. I'll be graduating at 17 which gives me at least one more year of being a teenager and not in school before adulthood strikes like a stake through a vampire's heart.

Okay slightly off topic tangent but dude. Fuck Kahoot. I was in first place throughout most of the game and then some kid in my class sweeped up the 1st place spot from beneath my feet on the LAST QUESTION. All because I got this ONE question wrong. This game is fake and gay and I hate it and I hate everyone.

Back to what I was saying before though, a part of me wants to take a gap year and start college (or more realistically community college) when I'm eighteen. Just so I can enjoy the last year of my teenagedom as a 17 year old with no problems or worries in the world, but that's probably highly unrealistic given the fact that I'll definitely have to get a job and there's no way in hell my parents would allow it. Or more specifically, no way in hell my dad would allow it. Oh well, I can cross that bridge when I get to it. I'm still at the beginning of my junior year! No need to stress over it now.

I'm still so tired. I wanna take a nap. 

OH RIGHT that just reminded me, I'm probably gonna have to take my hair out this afternoon or tomorrow, which is gonna take me like FOREVER since my hair is matted like crazy. I'll have to straighten it before I start to make my life easier. IF I can find my heat comb that is, I forgot where I put it but it's probably somewhere in my room. I was thinking about trying something new and getting my shit locced, maybe sister locs or mini locs. One of my aunties has sister locs and she rocks it, soooo...why not give it a shot. Although probably not sister locs, I'm a dude. Those are for ladies. And I don't mean that in a misogynistic "dresses are for girls bluh bluh bluh" kind of way, I just mean it in the way that men don't usually wear sister locs, it's kind of in the name. 

Maybe I AM doing misogyny. Sorry women.

On another note, we're doing another Kahoot and I am bombing it. I fell off so hard bro.

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 2:21 PM.

Currently in my last class after a long ass day. I'm so tired dude. I wanna go home and take a really long nap.

I'm also really hungry, like, super hungry. I ate a tangerine and some apple sauce today for lunch and they were great but not particularly filling. I might make some spaghetti egg for when I get home since I haven't had it in a hot minute.

I just took my chem test, I'm pretty sure I did terribly on it. To be fair, it did come out of absolutely nowhere with no time for me to study. Whatever man. I'm so tired and I want to go home. But my dad just texted me telling me he'll be picking me up from my bus stop so I'm NOT getting that daily 20 hour nap today.

Oh well. Soo la voo as the french say.

 2:58 PM.

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Overall Rating For Today: 5/10. Would be better if I wasnt so sleepy.

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