Good Meowrning! God I'm so tired. It was a struggle getting out of bed this morning despite the fact that I'm about 80% sure I got a good amount of sleep last night, since I accidentally fell asleep on call in Jax's server. That's just what happens when I don't do my daily 15 hour nap, so unfortunate. A bad habit of mine has always been taking long ass naps after school and then waking up around 8pm, so it feels like I wasted the whole day. And I did! Womp womp.
But I've been trying to get rid of that habit to mixed results, mostly leaning pawsitive in my opinion. Nonetheless, my sleep schedule is sort of getting better. Always something to be grateful for.
I was supposed to be drawing yesterday but I ended up NOT doing that. Cause I'm lazy. But I'll do some today I swear!!!
9:21 AM.
I can't tell if it's cause of the sheer fogginess of my glasses, since I haven't properly wiped them down in a while, but I feel like I'm on the verge of falling asleep. Constantly. If I close my eyes more longer than 5 minutes I'm surely going to pass out and never wake up.
It probably would've been wiser to take a half-nap on my bus ride to school. Half naps are what I call basically being asleep enough to close your eyes and rest, but being awake enough to have some kind of awareness of what's going on around you. I like taking them on the bus in the morning, even if it's not exactly satisfactory or anything. Hey, some sleep is better than no sleep.
God. I am so, so tired.
9:53 AM.
Currently I'm continuing my reread of homestuck to make myself less tired! This reminds me of my old MSPFA idea I had. It was gonna be called Scratchbound, and I still occasionally think about it. Basically five kids play SBURB and then realize they're the result of a scratched session and meet their alpha counterparts and have to. y'know. deal with realizing that they're not actually their original versions and stuff. I've mostly abandoned it since with the introduction of my fantrolls the story gets a little convoluted, I might just end up making them their own thing separate from Scratchbound honestly. Since it's not exactly like I wanna do nothing with them, I still like my fantrolls. But I've also never been too interested in troll-heavy MSPFA's...or mspfas at all for that matter. I mean I've read a few, I liked House of Dirk, Ligmastuck, and I've read a bit of sburb.exe and Burning Down The House. But that's about as far as my mspfa reading goes.
Guidestuck is another one I've heard of, and it has a lot of fans, but I've never really wanted to read it. I'm not the biggest fan of the art style which is mainly what's keeping me from reading the thing. But yeah. I should probably read more MSPFAs and stuff.
10:25 AM.
Currently back in the library after getting some lunch from the cafeteria. I'm listening to Whip My Hair by Willow. Life is so fucking great man. I unironically love this song primarily because of the nostalgia factor it brings from having listened to it a bunch as a kid. Nothing beats shaking your braids like you have Parkinson's to Whip My Hair. We will truly never have such a song like it ever again. Willow Smith, you are a visionary.
Anywho, I'm kind of bored. I should probably use this opportunity to draw something. That'd be fun.
9:32 PM.
So! I took yet another long break of not updating the blog because I got caught up with, you guessed it, school! I had something to do afterschool and my mom ended up picking me up late, it was practically freezing outside so. Not fun. I listened to Rilo Kiley a lot, Portions For Foxes is a really, really good song bee tee double you. God. I love it, the song makes me so happy. I talked to Daniel like a lot today which was very fun, always a joy to get to talk to him. I think I also played uno at the end of the school day, I lost twice. I guess my winning streak isn't so much of a streak as it is a really bumpy road. Hey, today I just had an off day! I'll bounce back tomorrow, scout's honor.
But at the moment I just feel really tired. Like, not sleepy or anything (well I guess I'm kind of sleepy) but also a bit drained. I really hope I don't start feeling like this all of the time. But right now I feel a lot of things about a lot of shit, none of them being particularly positive. So I think I'll end things off here.
Overall Rating For Today: 6/10. Could definitely be better.
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