9:05 AM.
Howdy! I'm back on the blogggg. I don't remember my weekend being particularly interesting or anything other than doing a voice call in Jax's server w Laz, Roxy, her, Peach who I think showed up at some point? and of course. Daniel. Yay. Yesterday I was also stuck at my cousin's place and when I got home I was exhaussssted. Not a particularly good day in the slightest aside from talking to Jax for a bit, that made me feel slightly better.
I also didn't draw yesterday which made me feel shitty. I've been trying to draw more, if not actual finished pieces just practice and doodles and stuff. Y'know, for the #improvement. Stepping out of my comfort zone and all that jazz v_v. ALTHOUGH. I've also wanted to get into trying digital painting out a bit more yesterday on my phone, but I just put it off for absolutely no reason!!! Leave it to me to procrastinate on drawing for no reason. Jesus.
Can you tell I'm not having the best morning? I dunno, I think it's just yesterday that left me feeling a little agitated this morning and I'm trying to like. Not feel like that. I am fine. I will be alright.
10:48 AM.
Currently I'm nearing the end of my lunch period. The library was closed today so I'm in the cafeteria. It's about as much of a sensory nightmare as you'd expect but apparently the free lunch benefits haven't run out yet so could be worse! I had a single, small piece of bread. I was hoping they'd have alfredo today since it's my favorite but they did not. Freak my stupid baka life. Oh well, I have Raisin Bran to look forward to munching on when I get home. I'm pretty sure we also got some other food yesterday, so YIPPEE!!!
4:50 PM
So, as you can expect I totally forgot to update this blog for the rest of the day. #oops. But I'm currently at one of my cousin's place doing some homework, and this blog isn't very long. So I figure I can still update on some stuff.
School after 10:48 was fine for the most part. Nothing much to complain about. Although I did get out of bed late this meowrning so I was ashy as a mf like the WHOLEEE time and it was so, so uncomfortable. My hands are so dry. Someone get me out of this nightmare. I talked with Jax again which was nice, as it always is. v_v. Currently I'm listening to some more Rilo Kiley on my laptop while getting some work done which is always a nice treat. CAUSE I LOVE RILO KILEY!!!!!!! Science Vs. Romance and The Execution Of All Things are the best they are sooooo nice.
I have my choir concert coming up like, scarily soon. And I haven't practiced any of my gospel choir songs, so I'll have to get to crunching on THAT. I'm also doing pretty shit in terms of keeping up w school stuff, I really gotta lock in soon ugh. But whatevs. I'll be fine or whatever in the end.
OH YEAH. I also literally just remembered I'm at my cousin's place and my granny lives here. And she has a CD player here. Do you guys think I could convince her to let me take it home. Don't answer that question I can't hear your pleas. BUT. DOT DOT DOT. I think I could. So I will try when I'm done with this work. That baby's coming home with me one way or another.
5:25 PM
One day when I'm older I'm probably going to look back on this moment and envy how good I had it. When all I had to worry about was homework, my mental state, and other shit. No bills, no student debt. Nada. Well I'm not older yet, so I'm going to complain.
In the process of me whining in my own head about having to do homework, I literally just remembered I have a playlist for the exact purpose of keeping myself on track.
Please save me, Gloria Gaynor. I NEED to survive.
Or Celia Cruz, I don't discriminate.
Honestly I've always kind of preferred Celia's cover of the song in comparison to the original. I don't even really know why, it just hits better for me.
Actually, that's a lie. After listening to them back to back I can't tell which one I like more!!! Me and my indecisiveness, my life truly is so hard.
5:50 PM.
In the span of me doing this work, I also remembered that I've really wanted to try playing more video games as of late. I don't really play video games like, at all. In elementary school I loved roleplaying on Roblox, specifically Robloxian High School and MeepCity. Oh yeah, and I was really into Fashion Famous/Frenzy (I can't remember which name it was so I sort of use them interchangeably) as a wee little meat toddler playing Roblox on my mother's laptop. But like a few years back I used to have a Nintendo Switch and play Mario Party a bunch with my cousins, along with playing Deltarune (although I played it once, and so long ago I remember just about nothing that happened in it) but then I got it taken away, and given to one of my other cousins. And said cousin broke it. Fuck that guy. I also used to play Undertale a lot on my old computer at the height of my UT obsession, specifically just so I could get to the True Pacifist ending over and over again. Never Genocide though, I was too much of a fat baby for that. And also I'm big into the classic Sonic games if that counts since they're the only ones I've played! But other than those, I was never too big on videogames. Most of my friends like playing first person shooters like Overwatch and TF2 and stuff.
6:12 PM.
Jesus Christ I got extremely distracted. What was I talking about again? Right. Videogames. A lot of my friends I think are more into first person shooters which hasn't ever been particularly intriguing to me, but that could probably be attributed to my lack of major interest in videogames that aren't Sonic the Hedgehog in general. I'm like the videogame equivalent of the type of people who are like "I don't usually listen to this rap stuff, but Eminem is pretty good!" And I thought I couldn't get any whiter. But I've always at the very least wanted to try out playing Smash Bros. Even if I'm horribly afraid I'll suck at it. Which I probably will. But hey! You live and you learn.
9:20 PM.
Alright, I think I’m done writing for today. Overall, a lot better than what I started with. And that makes me really, really happy to think about. I’m glad I have my friends, and I’m glad that I’m alive! After all, aren’t those two things what life is all about? It’s corny, sure, but I think talking to my buddies always makes my life a little more full of joy.
Overall Rating for Today: A Solid 8.5/10. I love the silly little people in my phone. <3
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