1/15/25, Oversleeping is the Most Fun a Boy Can Have Without Taking His Clothes Off

Back with another blog update, who clapped.

Okay, but I figured I should try to be more frequent than the travesty that was Dec & November updates, jesus. I mean updating daily in October was a lot, like, a LOT. But I don't want to abandon this blog completely, I like having a place where I can scream my thoughts to the void and my friends occasionally read it.

Speaking of friends, I had a hell of a lot of fun playing Roblox with some people from a server I'm in. We all played bloxxy bingo for a while and I had so much fun with it. 

Look, it's me! Meulin!

This doesn't have absolutely everyone who was there (RIP John, Roxy & August), but it has mostly everyone, so it counts. I didn't win a single game and there were some people who kept jumping up on our table I'm pretty sure cause we were all homestucks or something. It was pretty funny. I love screenshotting moments like this where I'm fucking around in Roblox with people I like because it's nice to have photos of me having fun with people who I enjoy playing with, even if a part of my brain makes me feel like I'm being a bit overzealous over some silly Roblox games. But I want to kill that part of myself, kill the part of you which cringes and all that. I'd much rather be sincere and enjoy something that's stupid than give into typical teenage irony poisoning which attempts to convince you that any slither of having fun is embarrassing, actually. I hate that mentality and I hate talking to people like that who think that almost everything is embarrassing. It's okay to care about things, I promise. Nonchalance is a prison.

Anywho, I've also been getting into responsibility lately. And by that I mean making more of an effort to turn in my work on time and get to school on time since I have a horrific amount of absences in my English class. My english teacher has been inexplicably gone for about four months at this point so we've had a substitute every day handing out book work, and I haven't been able to do it since I've been so late. As a result, my grade fucking tanked. It's going to be a lot of work to get it back up if I even can before the quarter ends, but I'm going to try. It obviously wont be a B or an A, but I'll settle for a C before I even entertain the idea of settling for not trying at all. I'm just going to try to get my shit together as much as I pawssibly can, and whatever happens happens.

Although, to make up for my absence yesterday my teacher had me write an essay on what I wanted to change in 2025. I wish I'd taken a picture of it since I think it was a pretty good, thoughtful essay. A little too purrsonal though, there's one thing I wish I hadn't said for fear of my school's social worker pawssibly seeking me out about it or something. I don't know what it is with me being so afraid of that woman, I've never even met her and I didn't know she existed until last year. But I think it's because when I think of a Social Worker my mind typically goes straight to CPS (as useless as they are), and I don't want to get taken away from my Mom. So my one sided beef with that lady continues...

Other than that, today was as mediocre as most days are, especially because I came home and overslept like crazy. My sibling hadn't come back from school for a bit (for whatever reason), and my Mom was still at work, not to mention the heater wasn't on so the house was cold as hell. Snow is great and all but I don't like feeling like my fingers are about to frost to death while I'm trying to do a minute task like taking out the trash. So I slept out of boredom, and I ended up waking up around like, 9 pm before I fell asleep again and woke up at 10. What a waste of a day, seriously. I'm kind of glad I stayed up a bit to do some homework and do *something* for a few hours before I go back to sleep. So I think I'll draw and then go back to sleep, I gotta be up in 3 hours to get ready for school. Any and all sleep is precious!!!

This is spidey, signing out.