10/3/24, A Rush of Blood to the Essay

 9:24 AM.

Yesterday evening was so much fun, I really should've blogged about it in hindsight. I did some homework on call with Daniel & Jax, and Roxy who showed up for a bit, and then I just started doing a bunch of strawpage gimmicks for some people I like randomly. It was so. much. FUN. I didn't think I could crank out that many silly doodles over those hours but I did haha. I just really hope the colors didn't get super fucked up since the colors on my computer screen are indeed, very fucked up in comparison to literally anywhere else. It's such a pain in my ass when I need to do colors in firealpaca or magma. My favorite one was the Rose doodle I did for Lole's strawpage. That one was really good!!! I loved the linework and her cute little expression. UGH. so cute. I need to collect more strawpage's and do some more gimmicks for them just because v_v.

I also got a lot of English homework done yesterday which was fucking great, and I slept normally and woke up normally too! I think that the call I did yesterday was like the setup for today being so pawesome and great.

10:24 AM.

I'm currently in lunch, well, the library actually. But this is my lunch period, so go figure. I did go to the Cafeteria in hopes that they'd have made some pasta today, but they didn't. :( I was really looking forward to eating some alfredo since I love alfredo, and the one they make at school is delicious. It didn't get me too down though, cause I just ate an apple instead and it was very filling. The apple was dark red, and I love dark red apples. They're probably the best kind since they're not as sweet as apples with a brighter hue like bright red, green, or yellow apples. The sweetness usually kills my sensitive teeth, so I can't eat those kinds (not to mention green apples just taste weird in general, never been a big fan of them.) But dark red apples are perfect, juuuuuuuust right.

I was listening to Science Vs. Romance by Rilo Kiley and I gotta say, god do I love that song. I probably had a lot more to say about how much the song is a big comfort and means a lot to me, but then I got distracted by something else. RIP. On the bright side now I'm listening to Us by Regina Spektor, a song I fell in love with due to my 18 or 19 rewatches of 500 Days of Summer. I really love this song. I mean I know I say that a lot but like. really. it's such a nice listen. and it reminds me of callieroxy for some reason (how can I make this about homestuck...) but Ms. Spektors voice is so, so beautiful. The violin/viola (one of them. I was never an orchestra kid so I can't tell the difference) in the back is just so pretty to listen to combined with the piano as well. It's such a beautiful song all around and if it ever left the earth I'd kill myself. Today is so fucking great dude, I don't think anything could ruin my mood. 

Oh yeah! and yesterday I made a silly little Jade doodle in whiteboard since I wanted some warm-up before I started my gimmick spree. 

I can't really explain the thought behind it, all I can remember is that I wanted to draw something relating to Jade Harley's loneliness. And I think I made it a little clear I guess. Wait, no. I also remember that I was originally gonna do Alt! Calliope but I didn't want to do her dress. God forbid. So we have this instead. v_v 

OH YEAH!! and I also realized I should probably explain the thought behind today's blog title! Well it was originally gonna be A Rush of Blood to the Disco as a way of combining A Rush of Blood to the Head (like the Coldplay song.) and Panic! at the Disco. But I figured I make enough references in my blog titles and not enough that actually relates to anything in the blog post itself. I was going to bring up the fact that I was very much avoiding doing an essay yesterday because we had to watch a movie for it, and the movie in question was just. sort of boring. Plus I really didn't wanna do an essay. So Jax and Dan kept shitting on me for my refusal to do it. They're such assholes. But I'll prooooooobably do it at SOME point. I still want that grade. 

Anyways, I'm bored so what else to do other than the thing I do best.

Which is reading homestuck.

God. Rose is just like me for real. Shout out to my absolute favorite homestuck character.

Sometimes when I'm talking to my friends I like to pull out my imaginary pen and write down things that they say which particularly interest me in my imaginary therapist notepad, which will go into their imaginary patient file to come back to later.

Anywho, it's currently 10:52 and lunch is gonna end soon. I'll be back here in a bit!

12:01 PM.

"A bit" he says as he returns in about two hours. But I am currently in art, returning from my choir class.

I was also thinking in choir how much I really hate school security guards. Not because I'm a delinquent who likes to get in trouble or anything, no. It's because they suck. I firmly believe that just about 80% of all school security guards get some weird power trip from their job, and the 20% who don't just do it for money. Which is fine, get your bag I guess. But the saddest ones are the security guards who are just actual police officers who get stationed watching over the school for some reason. Like imagine training to be a police officer. going to police academy or whatever, and you get stationed off at a high school for a good 80% of the year. Personally, I'd kill myself. But I understand why we have them. In the words of my arch nemesis; "This is America, don't catch you slippin' now." and I doubt any high school in America could sleep well at night with the knowledge that they have bad security in this day and age. So I guess I should be kinder to them.

But will I be? No. 

God I'm so bored. I wanna do more strawpage gimmicks. 

Overall Rating for Today: 8/10