Hello all, take a seat, puff out your petticoat; this princess party is back on once again.
So my birthday was about three or so days ago, that was fun wasn't it? I went out with my friend and my sibling and we had a blast just walking around downtown, buying shit, and having lots of fun! It was cool-ish. Before that though my family had planned a surprise birthday party for me, and it was certainly a birthday party. Which is to say i didn't like it very much if I'm being honest.
Perhaps I'm being picky and spoiled, maybe. But I don't really care.
The ideal birthday party involves me getting my sibling, mother, and father together, going out to eat, and then going our separate ways. I don't like surprise birthday parties and I don't like being around a lot of people for my birthday. I think i've talked about this before but I'm already feeling a level of exhaustion from being around my huge family admittedly, and I wanted that day to just be a day I could spend with those three people + my two friends I was supposed to go out with. But it didn't happen, and it kind of frustrated me I'll admit. The party itself was okay, family spoke and I spoke, and we talked about stuff. It was all really Okay. The hangout afterwards though made the evening, I must say. God I love my friends and I love my sibling. God bless.
Also my dad got me The Score and illmatic, i was so happy to see them. I haven't listened to my illmatic disc yet, but i'm planning on it soon.
Anywho. Since turning 17 life has been kind of mediocre. I go to school, i do what I need to do, it's all fine and dandy. Since then I've been working on my new project: befriending someone. His names jake. hes... very interesting. i mean this pawsitively of course! we're currently mutuals on twitter and admire each others work a bunch, hehe. (it still freaks me out that so many people like my art) but i've only spoken to him a little bit and he seems really nice! i worry about a lot of things, and i worried that perhaps I wasn't doing enough or doing too much when talking to him, but my problem was quickly fixed when i realized that hes just sort of A Dude. and by that i mean hes just like. really normal. i don't think he cares as much as i think he does about if i'm talking too much because it shows that i'm interested in having a conversation i think? i don't know, i'm bad at people. it's whatever though, i hope to speak with him more in the future...
That's about it, sorry for this one being so short. If i don't write something about my birthday i will forget, and that's the last thing i wanna do.
this is spidey, signing out.
